comprehension? never heard of it!
so i made this tumblr thing, and i’m not sure what i’m going to do with it. i suppose i’m supposed to write stuff about my life and important things that happen to me, whether they be good or bad. but i’m not diggin’ on it. what could i possibly write that will interest people i don’t even know? why the hell would todd from wisconsin give even the slightest shit about me? i like to think people like me, but not to the point where people i don’t even know are reading my blog on a weekly, or even monthly, basis. maybe i’m being pessimistic. or maybe i’m continuing my streak of realism and i’m hitting the nail directly on the head, forcing it into whatever i’m nailing. whichever it may be, i’m still confused and the most upsetting part is i don’t think i’ll ever be able to understand! part of me hopes people will read this blog, but the other part of me doesn’t. i don’t want people to think i’m an idiot for what i’ve been rambling about. then again, i’ll never know if people actually do like what i’ve written if they never read it. i should stop living under this rock called fear and disregard what people think. hell, if i like it, why should it matter if someone doesn’t? then again, there’s a point at which one should abandon “not caring” and should start to care about peoples’ opinions. if i went through life looking like a total slob, i don’t think i’d have many friends (unless they were also slobs, which i wouldn’t like), i’d probably never get a decent job (even though i don’t even have one now), and i probably wouldn’t be happy with myself (and i’m very happy). after all, happiness is the key to success. and boy do i want to be successful! i’d probably kill a man for success. on the other hand, i’d kill a man even if success was not a result. that’s beside the point though. throughout all this rambling and off topicness, i think the messages i’ve beein trying to convey have been, the internet leads to confusion, and try to be happy without being disbanded from society. maybe there will be another one of these someday.
